TV glare, my only friend,
Curtains drawn, alone in my bed.
This is a taste I can't ignore,
I feed the guilt, craving for more.
I'm empty inside, no will to be,
Hunger's my comfort, my misery.
Poison in my veins—I can't resist,
That door's wide open—I still desist.
"Maybe tomorrow, I'll change my way,"
But regret's too sweet—I choose to stay.
This is my escape, my sweet retreat,
Masking remorse, feeding defeat.
Stuck in a cage, walls hiding the shame,
Desperation's calling me by name.
Drowning in my pain, I'm breaking out,
Looking in the mirror, there's no way out.
Poison in my veins—I can't resist,
That door's wide open—but I still desist.
"Maybe tomorrow, I'll change my way,"
But regret's too sweet—I choose to stay.
This is my escape, my sweet retreat,
Masking remorse, feeding defeat.
Stuck in a cage, walls hiding the shame,
Desperation's calling me by name.
Drowning in my pain, I'm breaking out,
Looking in the mirror, there's no way out.
Poison in my veins—I can't resist,
That door's wide open—but I still desist.
"Maybe tomorrow, I'll change my way,"
But regret's too sweet—I choose to stay.
Prisoner of hope, shackled tight.
I'm feeding the beast—losing the fight.
I'm digging my grave, I'm going down.
What have I lived for, buried underground.
Don't feed the beast—
Don't let it win—
It thrives on shame—
Devours within.
Feeds you pain—
Promises peace—
Every bite you take
Rips you piece by piece.
I chose to stay.
I chose to stay.
Poison in my veins—I can't resist,
That door's wide open—but I still desist.
"Maybe tomorrow, I'll change my way,"
But regret's too sweet—I choose to stay.
I'm feeding the beast, burying my hope,
This flesh wraps around me like a rope.
Trapped in this body, I cannot be free.
This meaningless hunger's swallowing me.
I cannot breathe, I cannot scream.
I just whisper: don't feed the beast.
Don't feed the beast.